Is it too late to become Goth? I feel in my heart of hearts that is what I am. I'm probably guilty of listening to the Smiths too much lately. That will drag you down. Unfortunately, most of their fans are in their late 30s now. I fully expect some soccer mom in a Chevy Astro to pull up next to me at a red light and ask me if I'm listening to "The Queen Is Dead." I tried happiness, just as I tried not smoking. I've been "cured" for 6 months from the depression that I was supposedly not suppose to have. I haven't had a smoke in almost two years, yet I can not help but think both nasty habits are a part of my identity. I'm a depressed asexual chain smoker and I'm not alone. I need to stop listening to others. Strange ways, here I come.