Life is strange. I really truly have some serious loner tendencies. The strange part is I am also incredibly social. Sometimes to the point we’re I get overbooked. I think I’m just easy company, because I am really easy going and when I do complain about something, it is usually in a humorous way. Lately though, I’m starting to really feel like I may be too apathetic about the whole quest for human companionship. I’ve always easily made friends at work or school. I’m just not too good about motivating myself to get out and try new things and make an effort to meet new people.


I guess I need to find something I feel passionate about and pursue that. The times I have tried to hang around the counter culture kids (who probably share a lot of my world views) I feel like an outsider. Who can blame them really? I’m sure I would look at some older guy who dresses more conservative than me funny. I think I am a homeless child now, because most of the people in their late 20s in my town have kids in freaking middle school. I don’t exaggerate. I need to move.

Seriously.

Now.